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Saturday, August 30, 2008

2 weeks out from 2nd figure comp and feelings


Will i make it?? This was the question last time too around this time. These final weeks are GRUESOME!! I'm ready to have some off time and will not diet around summer next year. Its too hard on me and takes some what of a toll on the family. My husband has really annoyed me today and blaming everything on my diet. He does nothing every weekend (he has like tons of things to do on his agenda) and he just expects me to be happy with that?? NOT! Of course you are really going to hear it since i'm carb depleted fool! LOL. I would be mad at him even if i wasn't dieting. he just really makes me mad with this kind of crap! Threatning me how he won't buy my foods anymore and i really doubt he will make it to this show. This really sucks without the support of your supposed loved one. I do everything pretty much around here that i need to do and take care of my girls so i don't know what the big deal is about. Yes, its an expensive hobby, but its not all year round. He has expenses too with his truck stuff and what not. I just feel really unappreciated right now and wish he would be more understanding. Then my sister tells me that she doesn't know if she is going to be able to make it to my show neither. WTH? I would love to have her there, i know its not required for her though. Hey, at least Beka and Carla (stinkerstink) and MissDonnaLee from tracker confirmed they would be there. Oh yeah, my oldest daughter is going to be there for me of course. She is pretty much the only one i can count on. I keep asking myself lately if this is really worth the sacrifices and if i should just quit now especially with my husband whining about it. I just want to knock him out sometimes with his rude azz comments. I really have to bite my tongue on some stuff. Ok, enough about the ranting. I just really needed to let that out. Anyways, here are my 2 weeks out progress pictures and the link to the show i am planning to do: http://www.easttnsportsexpo.com/bodybuilding.php

Cool that they have a spray tanning booth there and i thought i would mention it to my husband, but he was complaining about the cost. He complained about applying it last time and what a pain it is. I did my lower body, he only did the back...wtf?? Men are such crybabies! He better be glad i'm not still fat and uncaring about my health. I guess i look alright to be 2 weeks out. I want that pooch gone already! The water deplete should fix that though. I really need to get finishing up that one piece this weekend. Alright, thanks for listening :)

10 comments:

Tina said...

WOW you look fantastic and no chocolate...you are too close, and looking fabulous!!! Call me if you need to...I'm serious...and I'm having serious man issues, Grrr...it sucks!! I'm here for you!! I can't wait for this show...if you need lots of pep talks I'm here...I'm sure I'll need the return someday!! U rock!!

Tina said...

BTW...your posing perfect!!! If you can get those shoulders back just a touch on that back pose...cause the judges are below you...other than that perfect!! And F that husband...sorry...they seriously don't get it!!! You deserve this, you take care of your kids, this is the only thing you do for you...and you should be soo proud of how far you have come, I've been following along from the beginning and I am full of goosebumps and my eyes are welled up with tears just thinking about the last year and a half...I'm so proud of you...I wish I could be there for you!!! YOU ROCK!!! Get going on that suit :)

Peaches*n*Cream said...

Thanks girly :) You are so sweet and supportive, love you! I hate to be so negative about it, but geez its really got me down and feeling guilty. All he does is sleep, watch tv and eats. WTH! I told him what was his excuse for his attitude. he was pushing my buttons and kept on asking me "so whats for dinner" after the fact he said some rude comments like i'm his slave or something. Then he volunteers me to cook for his parents which are coming into town tomorrow (SO NOT looking forward to that) who think i'm too skinny, blah blah and his mom thinks i'm taking some miracle pill to lose weight. Shoot, if you really only knew woman what it takes. I don't mind cooking for them you know, but don't expect it from me being the husband and then already telling me what his dad wants exactly as far as in the meal. This is NOT BURGER KING DAMNIT! Oh lawd, help me :P Breathe Sandra, breathe....

Lori said...

You do look great, you should be proud of that.

Just tell him to hold on, this is temporary and you will be back to yourself soon. THIS is something you want to do so do it. If anyone else has a problem wtih it then it's their problem. Does he worry that you don't like him dong nothing all weekend? NO, so do what you want. Don't take my advice though, I'm twice divorced. LOL

Peaches*n*Cream said...

You are right Lori, he doesn't worry about what i want him to do and i'm pretty patient. I was a cleaning fool today and i would pass him by, he did not once ask to help clean up our room (he is really messy) and just kept watching tv like nothing. Really burns me. So he needs to shut it for awhile and be a little more supportive. Its not like i'm asking him to cook my food or anything like that. Heck, he doesn't even want to help transport my daughter to or from work and i ask him nicely. ROTTEN EGG!

Tearose said...

ugghh your husband needs a swift ick in the ass. *hugs* lol if my husband voluneered me to cook for his family with an attitude like that, I would probably just be gone the day they were coming and let him deal with it, esepecially if you don't want to see them, but then again I can be a trouble maker :P You look fantastic! and doing all this which is so hard anyway, without the support of your spouse, I give you a trophy for that :)

C2 said...

:( I feel bad for you honey because I know how hard you have worked. You should be proud of yourself and everything you have accomplished.

This too shall pass honey!

xoxo

Anonymous said...

I was looking at your stats on Body for Life tracker, and I found this site. You are a true inspiration. I weigh more than you did when you started out, and I really didn't believe that I could ever look as good as you do. After looking at your amazing changes, I am so inspired and believe anything is possible. Thank you for being such an inspiration to us mom who has had a few kids.

Also, I am sure you are such an inspiration to your kids. Great job!!!! I am so sorry that some of your family support system is not there for you.

From one mom to another.
God Bless!

Tracy said...

Sending ya hugs! Men can be such asses so times. Okay, alot of times. Keeping pushing and do this for you! He just worried about having a HOT wife and can't handle it... silly boys.

I got a kick out of watching you vlog. Its funny when the voice of a person, never matches what you imagine it sounds like.

Tina said...

Post girl...I wanna know how you are doing...just a few more days...I can't wait!!