So it started it off with the weekend when i wasn't able to go to the SNBF bodybuilding show on Saturday (too many issues, husbands fault!). I was SO FRUSTRATED that day i just wanted to bust a window or something! UGH!! Just when you are fuming, everyone is getting in your way too (this happened to me while on the way home). Almost ran out of gas, running late to the show, husband giving me crap...the list goes on. Well, i calmed down and just took a deep breath. Then i think, why is this happening?? Is God trying to tell me not to compete or something?? Anyways, i went back home with my daughter (she was with me) and we just chilled the rest of the night. Well, i did my workout later that night, can't skip that or i will be really moody and threw some extra cardio in there cause i was really feeling the music at this point!
SPEAKING OF MOOD SWINGS...I have been having those a lot more frequently lately. BITCHY!! I'm trying not to take it out on people around me. Yesterday was a bad day too, hubby supposedly forgot to pay the light bill and the cable bill so i get home with groceries and my damn lights are cut off. Can you say NERVOUS BREAKDOWN?? LOL. He needs to let me handle the dang bills. His ideas just don't cut it, then my stupid cell phone is intermittently turning off so i had to go drop it off to have it checked out. Well, it has to be replaced....NICE. They are shipping one to me and i should get it in a few days. Today is just a SLUGGISH day for me. I get in my meals, but its less carbs for me and i am not functioning or thinking the same. Still trying to be superwoman over here taking care of stuff around the house (just got done cleaning my carpets, tired as heck!) and dealing with my screaming kids. Noriana decided to write and color on some walls today. Such a lovely week right?? I know its just ONE of those weeks and it will go by, only a little less than 4 weeks of this torture to finally get my rewarded moment (so we hope :P). I'm anxious, yet excited to get on that stage. Getting in the final stages and checking my list to make sure i'm ready. Going to start applying the Jantana on just part of my stomach to see how it looks and what it does to the stretch marks (coverage, may need Dermablend). yeah, those things really annoy me and could affect my confidence on the stage. Then i'm like F**K it, those are my MOMMY BATTLE scars and shows that i'm a MOM :) SO WHO CARES RIGHT?? Well i do sometimes more than other times.
Yeah, its going to be one of those nights....CALGON take me away (in the bath tub of course) and before that i will get some posing practice done, cause i know my competitors are probably full speed ahead while i'm over here all sluggish and stuff. HA!
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
What a crappy week so far! WARNING: Vent!
Posted by Peaches*n*Cream at 5:57 PM
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Ahhh girl, I know the feeling...oh do I know the feeling!! My post yesterday started with wanting to hit my DH over the head with a frying pan like my great grandma would do to my great grandpa...oh those were the days!! Anyhow, this is really tough, but at the same time, we are worth it, we can't just be mom's and wives, we deserve fishing trips, and golf outings so to speak :) This is our thing, and just think how bitchy they get when there team doesn't do what they wanted them to do or whatever it is that they are into!! And men do not know how to pay bills...been there done that, ummm you always pay the bills, I don't care where you get the $$ from, pay the bills...yep that only lasted a month!! It's tough because sometimes we feel like we juggle it all, and take on everyones crap...but that's where the gym comes into play, you deserve your workout, and in a few short weeks you are going to take it all to the stage, and show you've got what it takes to be a champion, you do it everyday, and you do it well!! And the stretch marks...mine are worse than your's, I tried the Dermablend...it made them worse...so I'm going to own these battle scars, are you with me :)
Thanks Tina for commenting on my blog :) Yeah, i want to hit him upside the head with a frying pan too...haha!! They just don't get us sometimes, but they want us to support their little hobbies (women can't have any, wth?). You are right, we deserve this and need to hang in there till the last minute! Hmmm, which Dermablend did you get i'm wondering. They have so many kinds (check on Ebay) and i keep hearing people saying it does cover and what not. I'm going to ask the promoter about the tattoo too, if i need to cover it up. Its just one and its on my right arm.
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